Assignments now screw me deep and hard.

Asignments has been a bitch. Haunting me since the very first day of my sch. I just couldnt enjoy for a day or two, even during my birthday celebrations. They are at the back of my head. Nevertheless i enjoyed myself very much. They knew i love gatherings, last yr the surprise was it, and this yr's too. Im happy to see all of my good frens around. And certainly i hope they enjoy themselves, thou i was a bitch. Thanks for the pressies, to those who are involved and chipped in.. i love them all..

Back to reality, assignments. I could hardly link up the theories. Guess i need to rush through them with appropriate thinking, adequate effort and right mindset.


What we wish to have doesnt mean we get it. Thats why sometimes life is a bitch. If only we can enjoy ourselves every single day and not to worry for anything.. If only....

Oh well..

Indeed i wont wana look into it. Heart is a place where you find the most truthful, yet mixed up stuff in it. Feelings and r/s screwed me up.

Reality is a cruel place to be in. I wished, I had never lived before. But I did, and i never regret any details or decisions i made.

Just close my eyes

and I just wana getaway from this world for awhile. Somewhere, where i can be myself. Somewhere where i dont need to vex over stuff or being a good guy. Somewhere where I can be myself.